"People keep on talking because they don't know what to say, running from the truth because the truth too much to take"-Ellie Goulding
Below is a series of sentences that sum up my upcoming thoughts about Christmas. Some good ones, some thoughtful because that's the kind of artsy fartsy person I am.
-"What if they don't want to give me presents like I don't want to give presents to them?"
-"I'm so excited, and I just can't hide it!"
-"Maybe all of this will change, give me one year and I think I will have changed most of my perspective on life"
-"Dreaming of a white Christmas"
-"Don't be jelous, don't be influenced by them"
-"I have a ten page list of everything want, have and need for Crimbo"
-"Bet they don't have any money, I feel bad- why am I laying it on so thick?"
-"I love that person, but then sometimes I hate that person..."
-"Sometimes I feel ungrateful, there's homeless people on the streets and yet I'm upset because someone looked at me funny"
-"OH my gosh it's so pretty and beautiful and gorgeous and amazing and christmassy"
-"Maybe I should arrange to meet up with people? Nope, continue eating that nutella sandwich with honey on the top whilst you still can!"
-"NO do not feel bad about not arranging to meet up with people"
-"I feel pushy about gift giving"